Part 2: Secret part of my testimony.

This is the part of my testimony I didnt include because im too scared to tell people..People need to know..It may help other people I dont know if it will but I know God wants me to share it. He’s been telling me that for awhile so here it goes..

When I had no friends, when I felt alone..I went on a chat site thinking Nick Jonas would be on it. I was stupid. Little did I know I’d meet some of the best friends I’d ever have; or that I’d get addicted that I’d be online 9 hours a day. I met a guy online, I ended up having online sex with him..And all the other boyfriends I had online except too. I never webcammed or showed anyone anything. It was more like telling the person what you’d do..It’s digusting. But I did it, and I regret it now..I get scared of telling people cause I’m so ashamed of it..After I did it a lot, I craved it. I was in the middle of the sin called Lust. I was trapped. I was online everyday for about 8-9 hours. I didnt do my homework, I didnt hang out with my family or anything. I just was online..It got worse in the summer. I never told anyone. Then..in March of 2011 me and some friends had a sleepover. We decided to pray. I had never prayed like that, i felt Jesus in the room. Then we decided to confess our sins. I told them everything..and it ended up that people had gone through the same thing. I was in awe. I stopped going online after that. Christ set me free. He took away my fear. And He has taken it away the fear from me again by having me tell you this. Even when things seem impossible, tell people. Trust God. He knows whats best for us..